cornerofmadness

just overwhelmed and rundown and all that jazz. I need a maid. I need the will to keep this place neatly once it does get clean. Hell, I settle for a grad student to grade my papers. But since that's not going to happen...

part of the blahs is dealing with the loan companies, my annual bullshit with them.


The other part is the holidays. In the last five years Christmas doesn't fill me with joy. I get drowned by anxiety and dread and I can't even tell you why. Then again ever since my injury i get this feeling whenever i travel. I was never that way. Sigh.

I've been unable to write at all this week and it's bothering me.

However I did send out two resumes today. Both back in the Pittsburgh area and plan to get a couple more out by the end of the week to WI (another source of anxiety let me tell you) Wish me luck guys. I could really use it.



bred an autumn!

will go to another home soon