How to lose at life fast
Oct. 27th, 2015 12:42 amIt's been a few years since I applied to a job. I didn't realize that even the transcripts had to be online. I will now be one day past the official considering period because I could send it right now with photographs of my transcripts but they're nearly illegible. I even dragged out the ancient scanner but it won't talk to my computer. That means tomorrow I have to go down to the school and get them. That's fine. I can do that but now I'm late. Fuck. FUCK. I could go now since it's nearly 1 AM and I'm wide awake and enraged with myself but I'm afraid the cops will show up when they see the lights on in my office.
I'm so angry. How could I have missed that? I even found them on an older flash drive but those scans are SO small, they're illegible.
And the doctor's appt I fought so hard to get has been canceled. So I now have tomorrow free. I'm furious. He has an emergency surgery. But now what do I do? I've been waiting months. I'm in so much pain. If I'm not seen soon I could be the emergency surgery.
At PT I'm about to be discharge and I'm WORSE than when I started. They think it's all in my back.
So tomorrow, wake up early, race to the school, scan this shit, send in transcript, race home make 4 different doctor phone calls.
I hate this life.
ETA - I just looked at the site. When it converted the photos to PDFs they became legible. I'm sending it now. If they want the transcripts redo, I can do that. They're hard to read anyhow.
I'm so angry. How could I have missed that? I even found them on an older flash drive but those scans are SO small, they're illegible.
And the doctor's appt I fought so hard to get has been canceled. So I now have tomorrow free. I'm furious. He has an emergency surgery. But now what do I do? I've been waiting months. I'm in so much pain. If I'm not seen soon I could be the emergency surgery.
At PT I'm about to be discharge and I'm WORSE than when I started. They think it's all in my back.
So tomorrow, wake up early, race to the school, scan this shit, send in transcript, race home make 4 different doctor phone calls.
I hate this life.
ETA - I just looked at the site. When it converted the photos to PDFs they became legible. I'm sending it now. If they want the transcripts redo, I can do that. They're hard to read anyhow.