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It did start out nice. BOTH my parents sent me Memes. Not this one but still




They made me smile with that. This was my last day of class barring the lab test tomorrow and it's a little bittersweet because two of my classes were pretty good, one I won't miss much (and I suspect the feeling is mutual)

Then I got hit with those news articles again, conservative relatives shit posting and then me spiraling and doom scrolling. Tell me to stop



For the last few years I've done [community profile] getyourwordsout yahtzee prompts and always go for the trickiest, 5 stories, same character and all within 10 words of each other word count wise. tell me it's okay to cut 500 words from the ones that are 2500 words vs trying to get the two who are only 1900 words up to them.


Last Year I rewatched Emergency! a show I loved as a kid and while yes it is a bit showing it's age not surprising since it's from the 70s. What you might not know is it's a spin off of Adam-12 which was a spin off of Dragnet. So I decided to rewatch Adam-12 (on the same station as Emergency!) and that is...not going as well.

In a way it's frakking depressing because this came on the air the year after I was born in the late 60s. And everything they were worried about then, police brutality, drugs, racism etc...nothing had changed. Yes it has gotten better but we're standing on the precipice of sliding right back and that's depressing. It's also obvious we were still afraid of Nazis in the 60s (and still are because they ain't gone anywhere) and shockingly only a few episodes have referenced the Viet Nam war but I'm only in S2. I doubt I'll make it to S7.

On a show level, yes Reed is still cute (I had a crush on him as a kid) but man the acting in this is truly sub par. Malloy, the older partner is a stiff and a bore. Reed is a bit of a chauvnist (not by 60s standards but still) And a lot of the supporting actors aren't that good. This was one of the ones better in memory.


Have some community recs. I'm debating on this one [personal profile] summerofhorrorexchange I would enjoy it BUT do I have time.

I'm still angsting on what I could cross over with The Owl House to do [community profile] intoabar because I'm not sure I'm up to another Prodigal Son/Lucifer though I could...

Then there's [community profile] smallfandomfest but I don't actually have one of those but you might. Actually Ghost Hunt would probably count. Oooo I could use that for The Owl House crossover. Where are my ghost hunt manga?
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And I think it might come in waves. But more on that in a bit.

Today was the dean of nursing's retirement party. She's been with my uni for 40 years and has been my friend. I've taught three of her daughters (ironically one of them is working at Grant, the trauma hospital I was treated in after my injury). The party was a bit of a sticky point. My uni won't pay for them (Honestly 40 years and you won't fucking spring for a shitty dinner?) so we paid 25$ for horrible food from our cafeteria's catering services. Food aside it was a nice send off and I'm glad I went.

Back to my initial statement, without being too political, I do feel like this comes and goes in waves, getting a little better each time before stagger back some. (Witness the freedom of the 1920s vs the overweening religiousness of politics in the 50s). So I'm rewatching Emergency! 1972-1979. I mentioned this before but I came into the rewatch around S3. (S7 sucked it don't bother).

So I AM wondering if the first two episodes were ever aired as the first two episodes because a) it's a frame story with Randolph Mantooth with WAY longer hair than he had until S3 b) it was frankly boring AF. BUT it did set up some of the politics of the time. Many younger people on the list have had 911 all their lives. I remember when it came to be. Paramedics as we see them today didn't start until the time period between me and my brother's births (late 60s early 70s). In fact emergency medicine we know today came about around the same time. THe first two were literal political battles in getting the program set up.

So we have a mirror to the politics of the time and it does do that a lot (Star Trek did too of course just a few years earlier and a lot has been said about that, books have been written). We see discourse on the drug culture of the 60s, women coming into the police/paramedic fields (which is one of the more misogynistic things I saw from the show), it did multiple episodes on child abuse and getting help to stop abusing etc.

But that's not necessarily what I wanted to say about the wokeness. Let's look at the first three seasons of Emergency! (because it takes until S2 to get the stable cast we have up to but sadly not including the last season).

cut because it got long )
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First a few things I keep forgetting like Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of gingerbread Christmas trees, a silver ball, a tea light candle and a white confectionary snowflake on a beige falling-snowflakes background. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

And I wanted to boost the signal for [community profile] fandomtrees again. There are still a fair few entries with no or only 1 gift. I'm pretty much have written everything I can. here's the spreadsheet if you feel like making some gifts. And since I know I have Guardian fans here there are three guardian requests here. two of which have 0-1 fills Not sure if its rare pairs or what or the fact there are only 3 people interested but I thought I'd boost this (that's the biggest problem with multi-fandom projects too many small fandoms and no one writing for them that and some requests are a little bit out there)

For Day 8 of the 12_daysofficmas I have a ficlet
Title: Bullets & Birthdays

Fandom: Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries

Summary/Teaser: Jack hasn’t shown for her birthday but Phryne hasn’t given up hope.

Click on title for the story

Boxing Day

Dec. 26th, 2021 11:05 pm
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First up come join me at 12_daysofficmas and share in 12 days of art/stories. More the merrier (hopefully it won't just be me!!) I have my first story up. (this is Livejournal only, sorry)

Title: The Anthropophagists Club
Fandom: Prodigal Son
Summary/Teaser: Dani and Malcolm have to go undercover in a very exclusive club catering to the jetsetters. They have no idea how much danger they're walking into but it doesn't take Malcolm long to find it.


It's just the first chapter but it's something. I'm also working on my last planned story for [community profile] fandomtrees here's this spreadsheet if you feel like making some gifts.


Went to see my aunt and uncle (three houses down from here) in the afternoon to exchange gifts and visits and then my cousin and her new beau came down for dinner and spent much of the evening here. She and he canned their brains out so I got so much canned goodies. I'm looking forward to breaking into this stuff!!

That said I'm officially peopled out.
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But before I get into that I bet you're wondering what fuckery happened to Dana today. Well let me tell you. Last night when I went to bed to read a bug was on my arm. I went to shoo him off. He flew into my mouth and I had to taste him. After that he had to die.

Today I went to town after 6 items from Kroger's, my interlibrary loan book and my meds. Came out of Kroger's with six bags of groceries (go me), got the book and the meds. Stopped at my local coffee house which was even SLOWER than usual (which is pretty turtly) and they gave me iced coffee instead of a hot mocha. They forgot to ask and I forgot to specify and I was not going to ask them to redo it. At least it only had a little ice (my biggest bitch about iced coffee is you pay 5$ just like the hot coffee and you get a huge ass glass of ice and no coffee).

I get home and put away my meds which I did check to see if I had everything. Well I didn't look in the individual bags and for some reason they gave me vial insulin and not the pens. Furious I call. Well the pharmacy back home didn't send my usual pen insulin. I don't know why, maybe it was expired. Instead they sent it, not from the nursing home which used pens, but from the HOSPITAL back in March. CVS has agreed to exchange it (I hope they made notes) so now I have to go back to town (15 miles) tomorrow. Oh well. I'll just go to the Y while I'm there.

So fannish stuff. I've been seeing some backlash again the live action Cowboy Bebop over Faye's outfit. Apparently a whole lot of misogynistic, probably INCEL fanboys are annoyed she's not dressed like a hooker with balloon boobs and a six inch waist. It's been so loud and bad (I'll link you if you want) that I'm actively reminding myself not all men in fandom suck.

I've also been seeing a lot of backlash against the upcoming Spiderman movie about how out of character it would be for Dr. Strange to magically change the world 'because a teenager asked him to.' My favorite rebuff of this was the person who posted a gif of Strange rotting an apple as he played with time. Yeah not so OOC. However, let's unpack this a little.

This is not just any teenager. Peter and Strange fought, died and resurrected together. They are comrades at arms. Setting that aside and at the risk of spoiling the ending of Far From Home (which I hated that ending) Peter's secret identity has been exposed and he's been accused of murder. He is at risk. Everyone he loves is at risk from Aunt May to MJ to Ned. The danger here is real from super villains to normal people angry of Mysterio. Canonically we have what happened to Tony when he outed himself as Iron Man. He lost his home and nearly lost Pepper.

Strange isn't caving to the whims of a teen. He's saving lives. And let's face it, he's an arrogant douche (I still love you Stephen) It's too dangerous to do this? Yeah, I can handle it. I'm still on the fence actually about this movie (Having Strange in it helps me) because I didn't like that epilogue in the last movie but I'm sure I'll see it eventually.


Speaking of fannish things, I was looking on my work computer for something and saw a folder with my name on it. I opened it and it turns out it was full of stories. I don't know if this was back when I had a floppy disc drive at work and I pulled off all my old files or when a website that still had my Buffy stories on it) One of the stories was a Dawn/COnnor Deep Blue Sky. I didn't remember it (not surprising, I'm prolific and forgetful) I printed it out. It was for the multifandom lyric ficathon. It's NOT finished. It would have been very rare I didn't finish something I was writing for someone else. I looked on the home computer. There is no file for this (so Dana go bring those files HOME) It's not on FFN. I have to assume I didn't finish or if I did it was somewhere else, probably long gone but I put almost everything that didn't contain sex on FFN and even if it did, I edited those scenes out. (I never did write too many pwps) It is curious to me. I guess I have another one for [community profile] wipbigbang for next year.

And like a yutz, I looked at the Whumptober prompts and now I'm writing something for it as if I had time.

And have some fandom recs but before that, happy birthday to [personal profile] fauxlore

Prodigal Son

Feels Like Home Ch 9

see it through

wanted




Oher Fandoms

morning mud Superman

Quarter Past Midnight 911 Lonestar

Far Out Dust The Mandalorian

Bollocks to the Prime Directive! Lucifer/Star Trek

Love Beans Trixie Belden/Jupiter Jones

The Legacy: The Weight of Guilt Stargate Atlantis Poltergeist: The Legacy Hawaii Five-0 (2010)

Hatter Through the Looking Glass Stargate Atlantis Alice (TV 2009)

(Red Alert) Out the Window Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magika | Puella Magi Madoka MagicaThe Knick (TV)

Harvest Festival: Canada Stargate Atlantis

Cheertastic Hawaii Five-0
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But first, my knee. I've been trying to bend it to 90 degrees (and past) but it won't go. There are adhesions and scar tissue to get past. So naturally the effort has been painful and now I have a new swelling. Not in my knee oh no, it's down around one of the pin holes on my tibia that way I can wonder why....


I didn't get into the anthology the woman from my writers' group is editing and I'm okay with that. I have like four fan things I want to do/promised to do and I didn't like my chances of turning out a decent project in that short of turn around time. Well, it the same as the new open call I'm looking at only this is a fifth of the expected word count and it's your more typical open call. You're not slotted in with expectations. If I don't turn something in this anthology won't even know I ever existed. That might be better for me. It's dark fantasy/horror. We'll see.

SOmething odd happened on twitter today. The Save Prodigal Son twitter parties have always included the streamers who like the most likely unmanned bots that they are never reply. There's surely some low paid intern tweeting crap out for them but no interaction. SOme of the UK fans tweeted Skytv and it responded with I'm taking this to the boss to a couple people. They're affliated with AMC+ here apparently. Aurora Perrineau has a new part on Westworld for a few episodes also on AMC+ so now the conspiracy theories are flying

Here have a cute 30 second fanvid for Malcolm to Bubblegum Bitch
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More nonsense happened with the doctor's but it's late and I'm tired and I want to write so I'll save that for tomorrow.


Have two things I wrote

Hearth and Home: Star Trek Picard (post S1) )


Title: The Wranglers
Author: [personal profile] cornerofmadness
Prompt: Gil Arroyo goes into a bar and meets…Chloe Decker!
Fandoms: Prodigal Son, Lucifer (TV)
Word count: 2069
Rating: teen and up
Contents: no real warnings needed, mentions of their serial killer-cannibal case but no details are given other than mentioning that’s what it is.
Pairings – gen fic but they are discussing Lucifer/Malcolm Bright hooking up.
Summary – Gil wanted to be sure Malcolm was doing okay after dealing with a serial killing cannibal only to find him taking the suave, handsome police consultant from L.A. home for the night. Deciding he was in dire need of some bourbon, Gil ducks into the neighborhood bar only to find Chloe has been wrangling her consultant too and she pulled up short for the same reason he did.

On AO3 here. or you can read it here under the cut

The Wranglers )

Have fan recs

Prodigal Son

kick up the dust

blue and red lights

to dream forever

past the blood and bruise


Finding Home ch 14 WIP

Key Witness. ch 12 wip

the darkness hummed

Prospect Theory ch2 wip

Sanctify 🩸 ch 16 wip


Other Fandoms

black humours overflowing MCU - Wanda

Echoes Of The Past Star Wars

Darling T'Pril Star trek



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My PT came today. She has STILL not heard my orthopedic surgeon. Neither have I. Technically today is 72 hours later (that is their timeline) but of course I don't expect to hear until Monday. I've decided monday at 3 is their deadline. I will call and tell them it is urgent because it is. My PT can not make a plan for me without knowing what he wants. It's been two weeks (this coming tuesday). PT therefore can't continue other than to waste time and my visits.

If that doesn't work I'm at a loss as to what to do. Patient advocacy lawyer? Takes time and money. Switch doctors? It's SUCH a complicated surgery I'm not sure another doctor would do that because then they'd be responsible for this man's work if something goes wrong. I'm three hours away so I can't just drop by the office and say hey, WTF? I don't see him for another full month.

So I'm naturally upset and now Mom's upset that I'm upset over things I can't control. Why are you upset about it? There's nothing you can do. How is that not upsetting?


And then my normal refuge is nuts today because Tom Payne made this post. I'm like a) calm down it's not uncommon for actors to do movies on hiatus b) for all you know it's Pson being picked up by a streamer c) they're under contract still and d) if it is a new TV show you can't blame the man. But damn it's depressing to watch everyone lose hope at once (even though we've trended our tweets every night for 3 weeks)

I would like just one bit of good news this year, you know?

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Godzilla

Jun. 2nd, 2021 10:59 pm
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Mom found two different Godzilla marathons and we've been watching them for days now. She has a scary love for the big lizard but she doesn't remember me having a model with glow in the dark back scales. who knows where that went.

I edited four chapters of my novel These Haunted Hills and I want some help holding my feet to the fire. There is NO reason I can't submit this by the end of the summer. It's been done for months. I have no outside editor at the moment so I'm going it alone but I've not been doing it. I need to get moving because I think this is one of the best novels I've written as Jana and I want it to have a chance.

I'm also thinking of signing up for [community profile] fandomgiftbox again this year. I miss fandom stocking and this is very similar. I did sign up for the Pson trash server exchange. Also [community profile] summer_of_giles is running again but I'm taking another pass on it. I have too many irons in the fandom fire.


I forgot to mention the dream I had the night before last. My mother, brother and his wife dropped me off at this hotel because I had a job there and they were going to leave my car down the street for me. Well I was there to assassinate someone in one of the rooms. I managed that (with some difficulty) and as I try to get out of the hotel, I realize Mom never gave me the keys to my car. I'm tearing through my purse to find the keys or my phone. I escape out into the street and there are tons of food trucks around and a street carnival lit with purple lights. I'm trying to call them to come back for me but I don't want to put them in danger as the associates of the dude I just killed were after me. I woke up at that point so I don't know if I lived to be extracted.
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Was like any other day for me. Time becomes meaningless when you lose your independence. I have no deep thoughts on the holiday I haven't shared a 100 time before.

Mostly I worked on my online class, wrote a little, watched some TV and then scheduled my tweets for tonight's Prodigal Son campaign. 1.5 million tweets all total in 3 weeks and trending in countries like Belgium. I'm still hopeful a streamer will pick it up. Honestly scheduling a tweet every 5 minutes for this is about all I have energy for right now.

And speaking of tv I shared these on twitter so let me share them here

I started several new shows or new to me this year while hospitalized. Let me talk about them.
1. Clarice probably the most successful for me. I like the actress and the 90s's boy's club hurts but it's going off the rails a bit. Not enjoying her friend throwing her under the bus just so they can prove racial discrimination (i.e. Clarice didn't do it her bosses did but they're going to blame her and while her friend struggles with it she decides it's okay to do it)

2. Superman & Lois : for me one of the dullest renditions of Superman I've seen. His sons annoyed me and even Lois wasn't that interesting I gave it up

3. Walker. Man I wanted to love this. Love cop shows. Love Jared. This was a dumpster fire from him beating a suspect in the pilot to his whole family being awful people. Liked the partner and she was it (literally his family is filled with awful people)

4. The Equalizer -Here's another I wanted to love as I like Queen Latifah and it's all right. I'd watch it if I remembered it was on but it just hasn't grabbed me

5. Picard: Loving it. It is such a treat to see all of them again, it's like going home to friends after so many years. I still prefer episodic stories to one arc though

6 Kung Fu. The fight scenes are very pretty but the rest is such a mess

7. Debris. At least this is original! Like a mash up of Warehouse 13 and The X-Files without the joy or humor hidden in either. It's depressing and slow. I want to see the season end but I don't see me going for more (and like most original shows it has been canceled but it was boring so...)


I'm noticing most are either spin offs or reboots. Yay for zero creativity? This is why Prodigal Son being cancelled is so disappointing. It's like they punish something new and different.

I've been working on breaking the adhesions in my knee. Keep in mind that since the last week of Feb. my knee hasn't been allowed to bend until May 1st where it could go to 30 degrees and then to 60 degrees. Well it's not going to 60 degrees and definitely not to the 90 degrees it's supposed to. So I'm slowly stretching it back. If I can't get it to move a) it'll require me to be put out and manipulated (painfully) or b) operated on to get it cleaned out. I'd like to avoid both. Wish me luck. (also the stretching the knee is painful AF)
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HBO Max passes on picking up Prodigal Son (even though it was the top thing they has running but whatever) We're still hoping for Netflix or Hulu. Frankly I'd rather it was Netflix. Trying to be hopeful. almost 900K tweets in a week. Also enjoy all the cancellations HBOMax because the fans are now super pissed at you.

All I really want is some good news

Instead I got an ambulance company who hasn't billed my insurance (fixed it)

An insurance company who has NOT clearly marked why my claims were denied, literally she couldn't find the ones I had in my hand. I'm like so are they paid? Am I fucked. HOW can you not know? I can't even file a grievance because I don't know what's going on.


My scar which looked so good has now spread widely at the lower end. It's hideous. Just peachy.
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The last book I read

Tripleyeby John Hegenberger (I think) It's a private eye/space opera mash up which I needed for Popsugar challenge. I met the author at Ohioana book fest. I remember liking him and thinking this was good. It would have been except for the fact he kept calling Asians Orientals and there is one chapter of trans bashing for no reason


What I'm Reading Now

The Snowdonian murders and Spock, Messiah. The first is for the Popsugar Prompt a place you want to be. I want to be back in Wales. It's also a decent mystery/police procedural so far. I have had the Star Trek book for eons (reading it for oldest book in the TBR pile), two authors, an unknown one claiming to a ST authority but Scotty is redhaired and Saurian brandy is green. Side eyes the book.




What I'm Reading Next Surely something for either the Popsugar or other challenges.

Spoilers for Prodigal Son's finale )

In other news someone sent flowers to my apartment. The two old ladies who look out for me texted me to tell me that. Whoever you are thanks and I'm sorry I'm not there to see them.
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Snowflake Challenge promotional banner featuring a wrapped giftbox with a snowflake on the gift tag. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31

In your own space, promote a canon/talk about a part of canon that you love. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


It's been a long time since I had a new fandom and canon that I wanted to talk about. Last year I got it back with Prodigal Son It's been since forever since I've found a show that I love and could write for. (For example I really enjoyed Lucifer but it rarely bunnies me). In one year I wrote @ 110 stories for this fandom, three of the novel length. What is it I love about this canon? For one the premise is interesting, Malcolm Bright is a former FBI profiler who is now working for the NYPD for the man who more or less helped raise him since he was 10, Lieutenant Gil Arroyo. Malcolm should have been a spoiled trust fund kid in the 1%.

However his father is the infamous serial killer, The Surgeon (and was a cardiothoracic surgeon), Martin Whitly now in Claremont pyschiatric hospital for the criminally insane. Malcolm's sister, Ainsley is a reporter and Mom, Jessica, is still locked in her NYC blue blood role, tempered with being ostracized for her husband's crimes for the last 20 years.

Malcolm is now paired with two detectives, JT Tarmel and Dani Powell who slowly warm up to him and with the medical examiner, Edrisa Tanaka who is absolutely infatuated with him. Malcolm is plagued with night terrors, PTSD, anxiety and other mental health issues.

SO there is plenty there to really dig into, not to mention we have Lou Diamond Phillips, Michael Sheen, Bellamy Young, Tom Payne among others starring in this.

And now for what I find DIFFICULT about canon Spoilers )

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